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Bob D's avatar

Thanks for this reflection. I’m thankful that the Google algorithm brought me here.

I graduated five years before you. ENC prepared me well academically. I went on to get a PhD in the sciences and, after that, a law degree. I’m now a corporate attorney at a tech company in the NYC area. It was probably the right place for me at that time. But my experience felt somewhat provincial within a few months after leaving campus. Even by the mid-1990s, it seemed like ENC was trying to embody a worldview that was fading away. It didn’t fit comfortably into the politically right-wing mega-church culture that was coming to define evangelicalism and, in particular, the Nazarene church. And it didn’t fit comfortably into the increasingly secular culture of the Northeast.

I loved my four years at ENC and have few regrets about my choice to attend. When I graduated in 1993, I imagined that I would return frequently. But I didn’t. In fact, I didn’t go back until my 25th class reunion in 2018. I couldn’t explain why I stayed away for so long. But I think it had something to do with the fact that ENC represented a culture—namely, that of left-leaning evangelicalism—that never found its place among the cultural divides that began to emerge more sharply in the late 1990s. It probably also had something to do with the fact that the denominational leadership seemed to be pushing ENC towards a different side of those cultural battles than the side towards which I found myself moving.

I could probably say the same for the Nazarene church in which I was raised. Its theology and practice today have lost the imprint of theologians like Orton Wiley and Mildred Bangs Wynkoop. Most Nazarene churches today are barely different from fundamentalist mega-churches from the Baptist tradition. It seemed like the denominational leadership was seeking to push ENC in that direction. But that wasn’t workable in New England, where such churches are scarce. So, ENC found itself pulled to a different side of the culture wars from the side with which its prospective students and recent alumni in the Northeast had become affiliated, however loosely.

I also attended the reunion weekend this past fall, and attended the inauguration of the new President. It was a disheartening experience. I felt like I was observing a kind of institutional suicide. In a strange way, ENC’s closure comforts me because I suspect that I would feel increasingly estranged from what the school would have become had the new vision for the school succeeded. It’s probably better that the school close with a modicum of its former legacy intact than have that legacy further trampled upon by those who would like to erase that legacy from its history.

ENC died because the world it served—the world of a more socially progressive evangelicalism—had died a quarter century earlier. Its integrity did not remain entirely intact, as evidenced by Karl’s departure and other events over the last two decades. But the effort to force ENC to embody the image of right-wing fundamentalist evangelicalism ultimately failed. By 2024, the choice for ENC lay between closing or becoming something grotesque. I’m glad that closure won out.

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Debbie's avatar

Good evening. I am serious when I have to ask, Are you pleased/relieved about the “train wreck “? Yes, I heard that analogy when I entered into discourse on this Alum site three years ago, as well as words like” the repressive and regressive beliefs of the institution will .. starve itself to death”,… and one young man I know and love stating he would not stop until every college had reversed its stand on alternative lifestyles. It seems a no win situation to say the least. I do not agree with hateful, offensive, demeaning words or behavior. But even though I have known and loved good friends and family members- and they can attest to that love- it is not enough until I support and affirm their lifestyle, which according to what I believe to be Gods best for our lives, I cannot do.Yes, I have heard about certain words discovered in certain years by “authorities”,… I have studied and studied the Bible as a whole, from Creation through the NT, and I still hold to those original Tenets of Faith. people with my beliefs are hesitant to give money to something that is contrary to their faith and this generation really doesn’t want to give monetary allegiance to much. I also “scratch my head” at staff and teachers-and even students- who come in and knowing what this institution stands for, openly work against these beliefs- and are then are surprised at the outcome.My other advantage is that I have lived 3/4 of a century and can see the pain and heartache of living outside of Gods plan for our lives….I know that the statistics predict this demise, and I’m sure certain administrative officials could have done much better along the way…but I wonder if angry people tried to switch/reverse the rails on the track one too many times. I have utmost respect for your family.. I wonder if your great grandparents would have been put in the category of “fundamentalist /homophobic”. By this generation…Thank you

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